Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Tired

It's been another month. It seems like I keep thinking about posting here, but I don't really do it until I reach 30 day intervals. What's the news for today? I am taking courses, and laugh when I think that I am supposed to graduate in close to a year. I don't think I'm ready. I can graduate, but now with the fullest pride I should have in my writing and knowledge. How much can I ever know?
Life has just been living, and somewhat enjoying. When it gets hectic days just pass. I wanted vacations (just for writing) but I don't think it will happen until I actually graduate. But I suppose it should be just for the sake of showing my writing to classmates. This semester is definitely different: not a single poetry course. That means it's all self motivation. After a year and a 1/2 of being encouraged by professors, now it's up to me. Have they helped me enough to make me self reliant? Somewhat.
Anyways, if tons of people would read this I would ask for advice and suggestions, they would write to me about their own problems in school or the past and I would make a connection. But since this is only for you, I hope this helps you understand what I'm feeling. ta