with work. Part of it has to be me, but for now I will put the blame all on work. It is not monotonous, so that isn't the problem. It's more how the conditions or the way in things are run haven't improved. Three years and this job has actually gotten worse. I would hope most jobs get better with time and as people learn "the ropes". Not so. Writing this blog is helping though.
If i could: I would quit this job. I would seriously consider a PhD program. I would travel some more. I would find a job where I feel more appreciated and there is a better bond with all the staff. I would find a job where I could be myself more. One where I didn't have to feel watched. I would look for the almost perfect job, because i don't really want perfection.
I'm listening to some pandora and that should help relieve some stress...especially with "Galapogos" by Smashing Pumpkins right now.
I need to relieve some stress.
