Serious

I wonder about being too serious and letting go. It is always before, the always easier time. But more about the time i place into school and volunteering (at least recently). I wonder how I manage, because I'm not good dealing with time. I could let a day pass without a single thought, just looking out at the wind picking on the trees. I lost my thought about time. I figure I'm still somewhat hidden from wanting to be responsible, hoping that small things will be taken care of. Likewise, I see it as not caring or feeling the need to have that responsibility. Life works itself toward complexity.